He told me of the possibility of having to be put to sleep for the procedure, which completely freaked me out - I mean, I know it could happen but I felt like he was pretty much saying that he thought that's what he would have to do, but I might have just overreacted.
I really don't want to be knocked out for it. I want to know she's okay, hear her first cry and see her. I don't want to wake up and not know what happened, where my baby is or if she was alright.
Today, I saw my doctor and he did well to allay my fear somewhat, he gave me a script for some sleeping pills for tonight, which also contain something like Valium which will help me be a little calm...
I was feeling better and then we came home to a whole big issue with our neighbour, which stressed James and I out and that has triggered me worrying about tomorrow again!
So, the next time I write I will be the mother of two girls! (Well, assuming the ultrasound was right ;), until then, some pictures of my gorgeous girl on her last day as an only child!
1 comments:
I saw these pics of her on facebook. God she's gorgeous.
Good luck for tomorrow. I know thats pretty understating what an event its going to be, but I really dont know what else to say.
I hope everything goes really well, and you welcome another gorgeous daughter into this world with no complications or incidents.
I'll be thinking of you (James and Ellie included)!
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